It’s me. I almost don’t know by now if I can somehow change… And it’s not easy to live with it. I can be either very nice or very evil, I can be extremely “into” or entirely distance myself and make sure they never come back.
Not that this attitude causes me any problems. It actually does a very effective.. hm.. aura cleaning, as my extreme personality simply eliminates everything I don’t need and leaves only the best of the best. For me, personally. That way I don’t get hurt, burned, and, I think it helps maintain purity of soul, if it is still there. But with this type of things, one can never know.
I suspect there is a disadvantage here. Particularly when it comes to romantics relationships, the field where I happen to be sort of a loser. That explains (not really) why I am single. I just took a couple of minutes pause from typing and realized that I can’t build up on this subject, because it is too touchy; that circles back to the previous idea.