Two things I think I should do: one is to have a glossary of different terms that I use such as “the bell jar” or “escapes”. So they don’t know what I mean by these things.
Also, I should probably translate the notes into Russian, since its my native language. And I speak it better than English.
I fell asleep not drunk last night. Which is I think is a good thing: I woke up fresh. But still anxious. I just saw something bizarre.
A painting of Virgin Mary and Christ. It reminded me of an Orthodox icon. And then I thought of icons of Jesus by himself. So basically, Christian philosophy is mostly about a woman giving birth to a man who apparently turns out to be God. Where is the farther though…I wonder…
Naturally, children are born because two people are involved, which is a man and a woman. Moreover... it is usually a man who initiantes the process. Why does he have to be out of the picture in order to create an ideology? Christianity is centered around the idea that a woman who has never been with a man is the one who gave birth to God. Which is unattainable in real life.
What a paradox. To praise both maternity and lack of it at the same time.