I haven’t posted in a while and it’s not because I have nothing to say, but I barely had anytime to my thoughts together.
Only now I realize how much of spare time I had before a weeks ago, when I started at Columbia. Time I now don’t have.
Funny enough, I’ve never been happier in my life. This empty time gaps I spent doing things that don’t matter and doing nothing besides waiting for one casting or fitting to another. What’s more important, that ‘mind machine’ that keeps rolling all types of unnecessary thoughts... it just stops. When you fill it in with other task for your brain.
This is not how I expected it to come across, but really, letting new knowledge back in my life served as a cure for emotional pain. The more problems I have to solve, the happier I get.